رَبِّ إِنِّي لِمَا أَنزَلْتَ إِلَيَّ مِنْ خَيْرٍ فَقِيرٌ
“My lord, I am in absolute need of the good You send me”
Rabbi inni lima anzalta ilayya min khairin faqir
“They and their wives will be in pleasant shade, reclining on thrones.” [Yaa-Seen 36:56]
“Enter Paradise, you and your wives, in happiness.” [al-Zukhruf 43:70]
“Oh Allah, just like You going to keep us happily together in the Jannah keep us happily together in this world as well. Ameen! Ameen! Ameen! “
I don’t answer to those who question my decisions and I certainly don’t answer to those who question my faith and intentions for it is You who knows better. But sometimes, I am too weak to stand the pain. I am too weak to reason and there are just not good enough and being only a human, I wish for them to at least find it in their hearts to stop assuming the worst from me.
I am seeking the best for my family, bless me with it, and make them see that in me.
I know You are listening. Help me get through this Ya Allah. Give me the strength and open the hearts of those who have hurt my feelings to ask for Your forgiveness as my heart belongs to You and You have entrusted them to take care of it. Forgive them Ya Allah. Forgive those who are hurting me. Open their hearts so it will be easier for them to accept Your hidayah.